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| It is a very boring night, after a few days of busy coming and going and eating, things have begun to slow down. So slow that Suki and Peter, couples, both feel bored. Suki and Peter lives far enough apart that it can be called a hassle to pick up, drop off each other. So, Suki leaves Peter to his own business the whole afternoon believing he has something important to do, but has forgotten to tell Suki. After finding out that he had to do some errands, Peter decides he has to take a nap at 7pm. It has been a long day and Suki thinks that Peter deserved to have a nap, but around 10pm, she thinks to herself that she should at least wake Peter up because if she didn't Peter would have trouble sleeping tonight even though it's a Saturday night. Little did she know taht Peter was already up and is ready to go out with his friends for a game of pool. Suki thinks to herself that even though she is bored, Peter can still have some fun with his friends. However, once Peter left, Suki was left all alone without a phone call. She knows full well that after pool, it was probably some more gaming action at Peter's friend's house. She also knows full well that Peter will not be going home anytime soon because she has been there and experienced how long they can stay in his friend's house for.
Peter has taught Suki a lot of things, he has taught her what it feels like to be loved, to love someone, but also the feeling of loneiness and the feeling of being abandoned. She thinks to herself frequently what Peter would feel if she went out with her friends at 10pm and don't come home till 3am without a phone call fully aware that Peter was bored at home. Suki would probably never do that. She would rather be at home on MSN with Peter than go out and have fun till 3am while Peter is bored at home.
Maybe it is because Suki was never taught how to express her feelings. All she knows how to do is cry to let the feeling go away. Tonight, she has tried to punch her pillow until she is tired, play her playstation 1 for some entertainment, even re watching some of her dramas. Everything seems to remind her how SAD she is, how pathetic she is, how utterly a loner she is. So what does she do, the only thing she knows how to do at night when nobody is with her. cry. It's not the best thing to do in the world, but it will have to do. Writing it down on a piece of paper about her feelings won't do because her tears would water the paper and the letters would get smudged.
Then she thinks to herself, why is she crying? Is it because i'm mad? sad? lonely? She knows full well she should be fine with this and just sleep and wake up, and it's another day. It's because Peter knew full well Suki was bored. That is right, b-o-r-e-d, bored, and Peter still left her for the night. Suki would have been fine if she was entertained for the night, but she wasn't. All she can do now, is type up this blog and blow her nose, and wipe her tears so she can sleep.
One more thing, Suki has another name, Asile. She will now sleep.. f-o-r-e-v-e-r, goodnight people. | | |
| I haven't blogged for a LONG while la, it is mostly because my baby hasn't done anything to piss me off (like.. PISS ME OFF) and so i'm not angry, and so i don't have to babble on in my xanga. another reason may be because my baby didn't make me sad so i don't have to tell all you people that come to my xanga every once in awhile that i am very sad
well, what have i been up to... basically i became a NERD! haha.. all i do is go to school, do my homework, and then sleep (a lot of eating and going to the washroom in between but you get the picture). and then i have to take summer school lor, cuz i wanna get into Health Science mah.. so yah.. work extra hard (especially when i'm still under AP) lol!
right now, i have one more english essay to finish.. and YAY! all i have are finals, and then i think i have like 2 weeks of nothingness.. which is good, cuz it means i can bug my baby (or he bugs me .. lol) and like.. wat movies and such.. speaking of movies.. OH. MY. GOD. king kong is SO SO SAD... i didn't actually finish the whole movie.. it's like.. i watched up to the part from the beginning to how they captured king kong LIVE and for crying out loud.. that was like.. SAD! yes.. i cried.. haha.. and my baby was laughing (DUMBASS! u r not supposed to do that) anywayz.. yah.. sadness.. and then.. like.. i accidently caught a glimpse of the ending.. and like.. king kong suicided .. WAH! *cries* yes.. haha.. i cried there too.. so yah.. SAD MOVIE! and i must say, i would rather spend the 3 hours watching king kong than titanic.. cuz that movie was just.. meh to me =.="
OH! and i cleaned my keyboard like.. some days ago.. haha.. i am not too used to it because it's so unsticky.. haha.. but some keys r going wacko.. i think i need a new keyboard soon.. actually i need a new 'brain' soon.. haha.. my harddrive isn't taking it anymore.. it can die on me any second.. Oh Dear! hai lor.. wat else happened.. nothing that is that interesting lor.. i am living a very normal life.. which i don't mind.. haha.. ideal life for the future... wake up, make breakfast, go to work, come home from work, cook dinner, watch tv (while husband washes dishes.. HAAH), eat dessert, go MSN a while.. and SLEEP! w00tw00t haha.. i can foresee i will live a dull life.. haha..
as for now.. i should totally catch some Zzzzs mostly becuz my back has been hurting.. probably becuz 2 ppl in a single bed doesn't work.. well it never did.. that's why they invented larger beds.. i need a larger bed.. but not king or queen.. haha.. i need something in between a queen and a single.. i think they call it a double.. LOL! oh wellz.. yah.. me go catch some of my zed's and tomolo i promise i will be done my english essay before i go celebrate my baby's graduate column thingy ... *hopefully* *rolls eyes* if not.. baby can be my bunbun alex.. haha.. actually he has to be whether i finish or not.. WAHAHAH! | | |
| It is Feb.15th, 2006 and here are some facts i would like to share about my and my baby.
SCARY FACTS
1. i met alex through a forum.
2. we only had chats and webcams for 3 days before we met
3. i agreed to go out with him on the 4th day, Valentines Day
WHAT ALEX CAN DO
1. he can fix my hair ^.^
2. he can distract me from my homework.
3. he can cook (well. .kinda)
4. he can push me to do things i normally would not do
5. he can give a BIG bear hug
i guess all i wanted to say is how lucky and fortunate i was to be able to meet him. how i appreciate all he has done for me, even though i may be very 'yeh man' at times (a.k.a. 'fat siu jie pay hay') and i hope that he will always be there do push me to the limit (there are things i know i can do but i choose not to do them because i'm lazy). be there to comfort me (give me a hughug) because i will do the same to you when you don't feel so nice (maybe even a nice massage) and don't make me cry again because u promised me u wouldn't do it again.. all in all.. i love you!
and now.. it's pictures time
a dozen of red roses sent by my honey.. it's so expensive.. u have my permission to just buy me one rose next year
this is the necklace alex bought me ... only one complaint.. it's so hard to put on by urself...
this is what i gave to my honey buns... hand made scarf and something inside the box.. lol.. no it's not chocolate
and the answer is ..... customized business card holder.. i absolutely LOVE it.. but i will never get a chance to use it.. so it's better off with my honey
and then here we are at alex's room ... messing around.. HAHA.. happie anniversary baby! *muah* | | |
| another lil thingy i found from my friend ^^ looks fun.. let's do it before i sleep
1. What is your favorite Christmas carol/song?
A. Last Christmas
B. White Christmas
C. All i want for Christmas is You
2. White lights or multicolored?
multicoloured please.. and it's c-o-l-o-U-r
3. Do you have a cut tree, live tree or an artificial tree?
artificial.. so i don't have to clean up or dump it.. just take it apart and hello tree next year
4. Eggnog, mulled cider, or hot chocolate?
i dunno wat is mulled cider.. but APPLE CIDER! (stupid starbucks got me hooked)
5. Do you decorate your house with lights?
no.. but i think i will starting next year.. cuz of the new house.. lol
6. Do you write a Christmas letter?
letter.. NO.. cards..yes
7. Do you like receiving Christmas letters/photos?
letters.. no.. photos.. sure.. cards.. yay!
8. What is your favorite Christmas story/movie?
A Christmas Carol ^^ flintstone style
9. Have you ever made a gingerbread house?
yes.. we tried at kim's house.. haha.. it was a disaster.. oh.. and in cooking class in secondary skool.. but that came out alrite.. u can eat it at least
10. Poinsettias or holly?
um.. holly.. haha..
11. Do you display a nativity scene?
a WHAT scene? somebody explain to me
12. Do you bake Christmas cookies?
i can.. but to do that..requires me to go to superstore and hull a bag of flour home.. so i can try my new stove.. LOL! i'll do tat on sunday.. which is.. today
13. Ham or turkey?
TURKEY! r u kidding me
14. In what languages can you wish someone a Merry Christmas (without cheating)?
english (DUH!), mandarin, and cantonese.. haha.. if i cheat.. i can probably be able to french and jap it..
15. Do you know all the words to Jingle Bells?
jingle bells, batman spells, robin layed an egg... haha.. oh..u mean the real lyrics.. all of them ^^ i DID used to sing in the choir and carolled around
16. Do you put presents under the tree?
if i had a tree.. YES
17. How do you eat a candy cane?
using ur mouth.. how else.. ur nose? ewwww... but i guess the question was referring to which way u start.. bottom up ^^
18. What is your biggest holidays pet peeve??
those 'c9' that pushes u off the side cuz they want a good deal too.. they can't even fit them.. WTF!.. piss me off
19. What is your favorite Christmas tradition?
definately going around looking at christmas lights.. ^^ it's so pretty in the snow too.. i wonder if we will get a white christmas.. we got a white finals ^^ lol
20. What was the best present you ever got for Christmas?
haha.. i think it was some bigass doll when i was a kiddo
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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, what does it say?
'place where the corpse lies and prepare to'
LOL! so much for my history textbook
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
my newly bought stack of DVDs (ouch.. i hit my finger on it)
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
it was 'dai churng gum' but like for 5 seconds.. so i dun think it counts..
CANUCKS ... and they LOST! to the OILERS! SO WRONG!
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
3:00AM
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
2:50AM
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the fan in my washroom.. and the typing on my keyboard
7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
UM... like around 10ish.. to move boxes from garage into house
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at??
i was on hotmail typing up my invitation
9. What are you wearing?
my 03 grad tshirt with pink semi long pants
10. Did you dream last night?
haha.. no
11. When did you last laugh?
um..... this morning (well afternoon) when my hunnie sent me funnie videos
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
nothing but pink paint.. HAHAHA.. it's too new for me to stick posters on
13. Seen anything weird lately?
mm... no.. not reallie
14. What do you think of this quiz?
haha.. is it the end yet?
15. What was the last film you saw?
andy lau's 'fairytale' it was okay.. i cried at the end.. even though the volume was low.. haha.. hunnie asked wat would have happened if the volume was high.. i said i would have cried before the last scene
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
mm.. buy.. clothes first i guess.. then house for investment.. u know..
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know?
when i cry a LOT.. the next morning.. my eyes become double eye lidded ^^
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
take bush away.. and make canada all powerful.. LOL!
19. Do you like to dance?
sure do.. !!
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
hahah.. refuse to answer..
20b. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
same as above
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okay ppl.. do them if u want.. i wanna know the answers ^^ hahaha.. me sleep now.. cuz hair is try.. and i can curl my hair now.. YAY!!!! | | |
| If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be suprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
yah.. a lil something i found on my friend's xanga.. and decided to put up.. and for once.. it's ENGLISH! haha.. so hunnie.. u dun have to actually have me translate it on the fone.. LOL! but that was fun
and i went to my hunnie's puppet show thingy yesterday night.. HOW CAN THEY FORGET ELMO! they put in that green frog..hermit.. or kermit.. or .. well green frog.. and they left out elmo.. WEIRD! but then there was this tv that was showing this puppet show with strings. (marionettes) and u dun see the strings.. super ging ! and then after awhile.. there was this puppet lady that did a puppet show for us.. and i was sitting on the bench my hunnie made.. haha.. and he was right.. it was sturdy.. and the story was horribly FUNNIE.. kakaka.. there were 3 riddles.. and i only got one.. haha.. the first one.. and i was actually thinking.. DANG! after that went to alex's house to watch harold and kumar.. LOL! that is one funnie movie.. and i think for once.. mwu got wat the movie was talking about.. 'thank u please come again!' LOL!
oh.. and like.. this funnie story.. well i found it funnie.. i was sitting in the booth (cuz i was bored) to study some history.. and this guy (that i've seen but never reallie known) says.. 'hey u r in history?' i'm like.. yah.. he's like 'my friend is in history too, and he thinks u r hot' i'm like.. UM!!! and then he starts hard selling that guy to me.. at the end of the day i had to say 'tell him i thank him for complementing me but i'm taken' of course.. this conversation was in cantonese.. but nevertheless... kakakaka.. funnie !
CRAZY HUNGRY! cuz i haven't waken up this early on a non skool day for awhile.. but i have to study for final.. SHIET! why is there one on my bday... R THEY DUMB! (haha.. this phrase definately caught on to me) well one tomolo, one on the 9th, and 2 on the 10th (it's a saturday.. wat is wrong with them) and then it's home free ^^ i get a month of nothing to do.. muahahahah..
OH! and i moved back into my old addy.. for those who know i moved to a new addy before.. well.. i wish i could have my home warming/welcoming party earlier.. but shietz i can't.. cuz like.. the furniture is not here.. and it was SNOWING so everything is in the garage.. and so.. it's my bday, then homewarming, then.. well. depending on how i want it done.. maybe a xmas/newyears one.. haha.. i have the urge to bake.. MUAHAHAH! u ppl will be my white mouse
anywayz.. EAT.. MUNCH.. CHOMPCHOMP! (i've been studying dinosaurs.. bare with me.. lol)
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